yo whats up, dealing with lust...ughh
ok in my dealings with lust i havent always been victorious sometimes i slip and sometimes i stand and remain firm, "for we wrestle not against flesh and blood" ya know. but in a recent ocurrance i have met with a certain someone for a specified goal( not sex lol ) and lets just say it is a woman and even if we were do the misdeed it would be wrong on so many levels. yet i can understand why the situation is the way it is. im at a point in my life where this situation is quite frequent given my circumstances. since this particular woman falls into the category of women i prefer i can say that if the situation was different id be all over here but there are reasons why it cannot be. and now i catch myself thinking heavily on sleeping with her. just imagining it in my mind and visualizing how good it would feel fianally embrace the aprticualr woman ive longed for for so long. then i asked god for help. no really i asked...thats all there was to it. it was simple, please under...